ICCPJ Carnival

:O Hari K was much better =.= more crowd , more pple , more stalls and more excitement :D today's carnival was kinda :x DEAD x__X" lesser stalls x___X"

AND 8D Thx SIS and Dav and Eli fer ze hugs 8D i felt so loved 8D Had fun with my friends > : D spent less cash (Y) Today was okay :D 'cause I had my friends :D I have no idea what I would do without them >:D More pictures snapped today =.= I look "good" in it :'] camera effects !

And == haunted house ? Broad daylight + haunted house ? nawwww == When you see a ghost you yell AHHHHHHH !!!! == not Hi there pretty nice floating apparition xD

Futsal

Futsal with the gang starts at 8 and I woke up like at errh =.= 7.25 . And I was supposed to be down by 7.30 waiting for Pravin so then we could head out for the sports complex 8D . Obviously I had to like , wake up immediately , my on bowl of breakfast , etc. etc. and so on . By the time I got down -.- Pravin wasn't there YET xD hahas =.= I hate to keep people waiting , if it's the other way around then its okay ;) LOOLS =.= All those ain't necessary .____.

Okay ! Now to the point 8D FINALLY .___. after about 2 years ++ living around that place called ARENA . Its a sports complex I guess xD 2 years ++ and I've never been there before -.- countless times Dalpreet urged me to like erh " eh come la , come arena moro k ? , tmrw futsal u come ah " I felt really bad as I had to turn down his offer because at that time DUDE ! Exams here and there >.> If my results were bad , don't bother talking about going out , MY PHONE , laptop , etc. ----> R.I.P *cries*

TODAY WAS FUN LIKE YEAH ! thx to Pravin , Dalpreet , Siva and Zayd i guess =) And I expected more crowd .___. we ended up having to play with five people in total =.= Others ? " fong fei kei la " *decided to come but did not turn up xD* lols . And yeah , as for Dalpreet =.=

HIS SHOTS ! If they're on target = GOOD !
If they aren't on target = DUDE YOU GONNA KILL SOMEONE WITH THAT SHOT YA HEAR ME ???!!!

Pity Zayd though .___. He's like a walking target *giggles*

THANKS Pravin !!! 8D For teaching me how to actually shoot a high ball .___. Usually my shots are like LOW , STRAIGHT , POWERFUL 8D . Okay thanks >.> I know I suck in football but that's not my area of expertise 8D YET !

Yeah and <.< all four of them had their headphones on :S felt like the only " SESATED " guy there =,= thanks guys xD

[ EH EH I wonder which smart guy wanted to display his might and power over shot of a ball huh ? The ball ended up on the street TWICE DUDE TWICE x] HEY !!! ssssshhhhhhh :X hehehehe ]

All the fun and excitement , when I got home ... Here pain there pain D< I almost fell wearing my pants .__. How odd :D yeah odd :D

But , overall it was sort of a very fun day I guess . Out of my comfort zone , heading out for a game of  futsal rather than laying my butt on the chair like I always do seems exciting :) Working out some sweat and having fun like I've never had before . Good times with these friends never seem to last long . Oh wells , nobody took pictures ... SAD :'( Maybe we should have had more crowd =) Things would most likely turn out better with more of our friends who couldn't make it today =D

Solitary

Solitude ... When you set yourself aside from society and set your mind to " nobody cares for me" kinda mode , that's what you'll get , SOLITARY ! If you're not gonna tell people how you feel then nobody's gonna know what stirs in your mind . Tell people how you feel , let some certain people know your feelings and perhaps who knows ? One or two may be able to help you deal with the issues you have within . If you continue to potray a good and happy kinda face then no one will know the pain you're dealing with . Let it out , I'm sure someone out there would understand you . =)

" God made someone for everyone "

So start thinking that someone would actually even BOTHER to help you deal with your issues . =) To some people this may just be another crap people has been passing down to others across the world ( trust me =.= they say it out to make pple feel better but no one actually does what they say so yeah =.=" ) but do trust me that someone , somewhere , no matter the gender or age do look out for you . So when you say " nobody cares for me " bear in mind that someone will always be your ears , listening to every single small thing you have to complain about =) And even if no one volunteers for that position , I will =)

" 'cause when you think you need someone , I'd be more than willing to be that someone "

Conflicts

My friends :O either i knew them ,

• 1 year , 3-4 months , xx days , x weeks , x hours , x minutes , x seconds

OR

• 3 years +++

OR

• decades and so on ( i dunno la =.= )

Much has happened ... And at times I do get caught up in the middle with little options to choose from as one choice may affect the lives of others , or even mine . It is those little details you have to take into consideration to ensure the outcome of the situation .

1. Go for choice A = 1 party is happy and the other breaks-down .
2. Go for choice B = 1 party breaks-down and the other is happy .
3. Do nothing = both parties hate you

Sometimes its just a dilemma for me ... What I choose will affect the friendship I have with BOTH parties . Why can't some people just get along ? Must profanities , gossipings & backstabbings be carried out just to obtain self-satisfaction ? Neither of the following actions will lead to a happy ending . Can't we all discuss the matter over a cup of coffee at starbucks ? If not do you want this neverending war to just go on and divide us all ? 

If both parties refuse to compromise or let down their pride just to save this friendship then this incident will not be its last .