Right here right now ,
There's only you and me ,
Don't ask why and how ,
That's hows it is , really .

You can't trust no one ,
You can't believe anyone ,
All you have is me ,
And that's all there will ever be .

Roses are red ,
Violets are blue ,
When I say I love you ,
You don't have a clue ,
How much I really do .
-Wise Man

Roses are red ,
Violets are blue ,
Many words I've said ,
All meant for you .

The grass is green ,
The plants flowering ,
If only you'd seen ,
How much I was suffering .
-Another Wise Man

Friendship

Last time , I had to borrow other people's fingers and perhaps even their toes to count my best friends . But as time passes ... their masks slowly shatters , revealing what was hidden all this while . Thoughts running through my mind was ... everybody was really really nice , everybody was there to care and help . And now ... I have friends only my one hand could count . So far I've used up only one finger and found out that girls ain't the ones keeping me alive but instead its the guy sitting beside me lighting up a match to light up my dark world . I thank that whacko much .

Love

Love hath brought much pain into the lives of the many innocent souls out there . It brought about short periods of happiness and satisfaction ... But that all will never last long . It was more to the sadness that had greatly affected the lives of others . Many have yet to recover from this heartbreak that had cut them deep . This love had played their minds inside out . Many say we're too young for love and all but love itself will hurt us all in the end .

Breaking up , conflicts , betrayal , misunderstanding , three sided love and so on .

Ever tried climbing a mountain ? To satisfy your hopes and dreams ? Ever tried reaching out for something unattainable which you thought you could have had in possession ? You try so hard , until time itself unveil its curtains and display that you will never obtain that something you want so badly ... You just ...

And once you open up your eyes and see that what you tried to get , tried to get away from you . Thus , just leaving you in utter sorrow .

Have You Realized ?

Have you noticed ? That I was always the diamond to your diamond ring ? What's your diamond ring without its diamond ? You tell me .

You're Only There When You Need Me

You're only there when you need me ... You might as well not talk to me then :D You come crying on your knees expecting me to solve your issues and POOF ! That'll be the first and the last time I'll be seeing you for the time being .

You seek me only in your times of need , and when you're happy and joyful you often forget who was it that brought back the light into you .

If you are someone like that ... I don't need you at all :) I'd rather see you suffer 'cause there's no point helping if that is how you're gonna act :/

Solitary

Solitude ... When you set yourself aside from society and set your mind to " nobody cares for me" kinda mode , that's what you'll get , SOLITARY ! If you're not gonna tell people how you feel then nobody's gonna know what stirs in your mind . Tell people how you feel , let some certain people know your feelings and perhaps who knows ? One or two may be able to help you deal with the issues you have within . If you continue to potray a good and happy kinda face then no one will know the pain you're dealing with . Let it out , I'm sure someone out there would understand you . =)

" God made someone for everyone "

So start thinking that someone would actually even BOTHER to help you deal with your issues . =) To some people this may just be another crap people has been passing down to others across the world ( trust me =.= they say it out to make pple feel better but no one actually does what they say so yeah =.=" ) but do trust me that someone , somewhere , no matter the gender or age do look out for you . So when you say " nobody cares for me " bear in mind that someone will always be your ears , listening to every single small thing you have to complain about =) And even if no one volunteers for that position , I will =)

" 'cause when you think you need someone , I'd be more than willing to be that someone "

Conflicts

My friends :O either i knew them ,

• 1 year , 3-4 months , xx days , x weeks , x hours , x minutes , x seconds

OR

• 3 years +++

OR

• decades and so on ( i dunno la =.= )

Much has happened ... And at times I do get caught up in the middle with little options to choose from as one choice may affect the lives of others , or even mine . It is those little details you have to take into consideration to ensure the outcome of the situation .

1. Go for choice A = 1 party is happy and the other breaks-down .
2. Go for choice B = 1 party breaks-down and the other is happy .
3. Do nothing = both parties hate you

Sometimes its just a dilemma for me ... What I choose will affect the friendship I have with BOTH parties . Why can't some people just get along ? Must profanities , gossipings & backstabbings be carried out just to obtain self-satisfaction ? Neither of the following actions will lead to a happy ending . Can't we all discuss the matter over a cup of coffee at starbucks ? If not do you want this neverending war to just go on and divide us all ? 

If both parties refuse to compromise or let down their pride just to save this friendship then this incident will not be its last .